This will be more free association and free writing. I have had good intentions in the past about writing my blogs constantly. However, in practice I don't write very often. One weakness I have is consistency. I can put my whole-heart into something, but the trick has been to keep that momentum going.
I look at writing as an exercise. I am much more motivated to do actually physical exercise then doing writing as an exercise. Like exercise, maybe if I keep doing this I will look forward to this. This could be a great place to keep some record of my thoughts. I think that my brain will change through the process of engaging with this medium.
My hope is that by writing I will be able to focus my thoughts. I will be able to do CBT through journal writing. There is so much to gain. Right now, I feel a block, a lack of confidence in my ability to write anything meaningful, and a general fear of failure.
I have always struggled with grammar. Some people struggle with spelling words, but i struggle with grammar. It was something that was not taught very often when I was in high school, which put me back a lot. I could have done so much more if I had a curriculum that gave me a solid foundation.
Good bit of writing.
Kat
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